Alexander kept his tone soft. "Why did you offer me the bairn,
Mary? I know you do not wish to be parted from him."
"'Tis
better for him to be accepted into your clan than mine. He'll
have the safety of a father to care for him, rather than a
grandsire who will use him or abuse him."
"You
know your father well," Alexander said.
"Aye." The huskiness of her tone tinted the word with pain.
Alexander eased closer, driven by a need to comfort her. He
glimpsed her tear stained cheeks and red nose though she kept
her head bent.
She
fell silent for a moment, then raised her gaze to the stone
structure behind him. "He will be a Campbell and he will never
have to know what 'tis to have a foot in two clans, but never
truly belong to either. He'll know what 'tis to owe his loyalty
to only one and be accepted without question."
Something in her expression brought a tightness to Alexander's
chest. "I do not wish to raise my son or daughter alone. A
bairn needs its mother."
She
remained silent.
Grasping her chin with his fingertips, he turned her face up to
him. "Will you allow your hate for me to deprive our child of
your care and affection, as you were deprived of your mother's?"
Her
blue gaze traced his features with a pain that weighted the pit
of his stomach with stones of guilt. "I did not wish to hate
you, Alexander. I wanted very much to care for you, because you
were to be my husband."
The
knowledge that she had meant to accept him, struck him with the
force of a battle ax, and he drew a deep breath.
She
raised her chin. "'Twas a lifetime ago when I was innocent
enough to trust you. 'Twill not happen again."